As I sit nursing my baby girl at 12:30 am I am amazed at what a mother endures. Some do it will a smile and a joy I admire while others like me endure. Now don't get me wrong I adore my baby girl and I know that she will grow up way faster than I want. But right now I long for a fun nights sleep and a true conversation about what she wants. However this won't happen for a while and I will content myself with the fact that through all the screams and sleepless nights I have am adorable baby who is cute. God really knew what he was doing when me made cute babies.